Bewilderment'd
So this week is going so quickly that I barely have enough time to just stand back and breathe. Things are going quicker than I hope for them to go but that's probably because I try to do everything at once.. Like at times I just feel like I'm going to explode.. or implode.. because there's just so much happening right now.. I have to admit that there were many occassions where I wanted to just punch the wall out of frustration.. Sometimes I wish I was more expressive.. more able to talk out my problems more.. Share with people sometimes.. But generally I'm the type that bottles up.. or just unable to share everything.. Mostly because I hate it when people worry about me when I perfectly know that eventually I'll be fine.. and sometimes I don't see things as a big deal either.. Or perhaps I just don't feel like getting criticism..
Again.. I'm really feeling that less is more right now.. I feel that I need to step back, relax and just really be in awe of His beauty..
The other day, I finished The Screwtape Letters (finally!) and I felt in a sense discontented.. Even though I enjoyed the book thoroughly.. I felt like even though the book made me realize a lot of things.. I didn't necessarily feel like I learned much from it.. It's probably because of me.. and C.S. Lewis' stuff is definitely hard to swallow.. So I guess currently I'm just letting it sink into the thick skull of mine.. Currently looking for another book to read.. suggestions are good =D
Again.. I'm really feeling that less is more right now.. I feel that I need to step back, relax and just really be in awe of His beauty..
The other day, I finished The Screwtape Letters (finally!) and I felt in a sense discontented.. Even though I enjoyed the book thoroughly.. I felt like even though the book made me realize a lot of things.. I didn't necessarily feel like I learned much from it.. It's probably because of me.. and C.S. Lewis' stuff is definitely hard to swallow.. So I guess currently I'm just letting it sink into the thick skull of mine.. Currently looking for another book to read.. suggestions are good =D
posted by Tracy at 3:15 PM
4 Comments:
it feels almost weird to be commenting on your blog while sitting beside you as you do your biomechanics homework,, but anyhow...hehe...
i can understand that sometimes ppl's care and concern can be a bit overwhelming, especially when all you needs is just some time and space to be on your own, to see things through you own eyes again and not someone else's. most of all, it's being able to be in God's presence and just let Him take care of everything.
so, in a way, i'm encouraging you to take your time, find your space and just let yourself be who you are - a blessed child of God's. just remember that you got a good group of ppl who patiently await your return and are happy to be there for you when you need them.
Memoirs of a Geisha!
Life of Pi is good too~
less IS more indeed. relax my friend. take some time for yourself and God. :) That's ALL you need. :)
i highly enjoyed What's So Amazing About Grace by Phillip Yancey (and i learned a lot!) and i highly enjoyed A Fine Balance by Rohinton Mistry (a more secular novel!)
my vote is on the implosion.
but if you want to read something... try astonishing x-men. :)
OR
Archie Comics.
:D:D:D
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